Saturday, April 26, 2008 Y 2:55 am
What was I thinking?Today was a really unlucky day. I mean not totally. The year 2s were at Holland Village to sell their products at the bazaar. First met Zinc at 6.30. Turns out she forgot to wear the correct attire but I think it didnt really matter because her school uniform is okay. :) Still considered as school based attire. Then we reached Buona Vista MRT at around 7.30 to get materials and products from Cherisse before she went off for her Girl Guiding. Then Zinc and i head off to the Ghim Moh market to eat breakfast. Haha so fun! First time go eat breakfast with a friend. =) Then we headed to Holland V. We got lost 3 times. We crossed wrongly, walked wrong way, whatever. Anyway I never went to that place before and Zinc totally forgot about the road directions. But it's ok cos we asked around.First bad thing, Marcus was sick and our materials for making earrings and the posters were all with him. Not that I blamed him la since he could not help being sick. Which reminds me of another thing: Weixin was also sick so we were really short-handed. The bazaar had pretty few people so Enzhi and Han Siang went around mobile selling. 辛苦他们了！They made most of the $ of the day. Then I had really a serious sore throat and slight fever. I couldn't swallow properly, even water was a "challenge" haha. At the end of my shift something happened and I felt:- Stupid
- Sad
- Embarrassed
- Pissed
- Angry
- Possessed by the devil
- Daoed
- Really bad!!!!
I shan't write about it on the blog la cos it's a bit personal. Anyways I hope I can find the being that controls time. Then I can beg him or her to turn the wheel anti-clockwise to go back. Even though I had felt that way at that time I guessed I should not have done it, or even come up with it.... Then I 害了her..... I feel really bad that she had such a bad experience... so I guess LIFE = tolerating people and keeping promises and not put yourselves first cos it will never work out to be the perfect equation.Full stopI shall remember today.Another full stop.
