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Sunday, July 27, 2008 Y 5:48 am

Feeling sians.....

Just spent the whole weekend doing nothing accept homework and revision. I don't even know when is my History test! The week was fairly okay I guess. Japanese CA was a total horror. ^^ Failed my Maths test together with more than half the class (possibly the whole class) but it's alright, there was a re-test. Art was a total failure as usual, no surprise since young.

Band was okay I guess. Seniors were very patient with me and helped me alot with my chromatics. Especially Rach. and Emily were really nice with me. I just hope I don't disappoint them....

Friday, July 18, 2008 Y 6:35 am

Today’s really a big contrast with yesterday. Wished this day would be erased of from my memory. Totally awful day at band. Particularly my fault anyway. I couldn’t play what the conductor wanted me to play.

I felt embarrassed of myself. Those bars were so easy. And it was really no big deal, NOTHING, compared to Poema Alpestre. Sadly I couldn’t even get my air flow right. The sound didn’t come out straight away. I couldn’t reach the low notes. Felt stupid. Serious stupid. Baka. What was I doing? My friends said my embroshure was wrong. I didn’t tongue. Yeah I know, I haven’t been the best player since Yr 1.

Now I know what it feels like. Demoralised, I mean. Not being to do what others can do with a simple SNAP. It was a wonder the conductor didn’t scold me and managed to contain his temper. Really sorry to him and everyone else ‘cos his mood never did get better already. All Because of me. Yeah. Because of Sheena Ng.

And I know the seniors are angry, even if they don’t show it, I know it. They are pissed with me, and I don’t blame them. After the previous saxophone players quite, I’m probably the worst player now.
I’m hopeless. I’m glad that I didn’t go to Brisbane and embarrass myself and my seniors.

Thursday, July 17, 2008 Y 5:49 am

Todae's a super duper truper hyper fun day! LA was funny ;) We had to come up with words for the advertisement of burgers and teddy bears! Haha I really liked Sing Rue's advertisement!

"the teddy bear has seductive eyes... Gives you hours of Pleasure "

All this said while looking at someone.... Haha :D

Zinc eats too little. That's why she gets more seaweed than noodles. Watch...

Zinc's lunch.... Even Shaun can't stand the sight of having so much seaweed! :D All because Zinc didn't order enough, that's why she found herself with more than she can take....

Zinc with her lunch...

And me with mine!!!

Had a taste of Weixin's vegetarian prawn... It won the...........................................

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Best Award of................

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Sucky Food!!!! Congrats!!!

EEUWWW!

IT STINKS! I could not even swallow! I just spat it out, much to the disgust of my fellow diners! And I attended the dinning etiquette workshop!

Thursday, July 03, 2008 Y 3:23 am

IDMI Overseas in Malacca

Hahaha IDMI presentation is finally over!!! Yipee! Spend Monday and Tuesday in Malacca........ The teachers said that this was an educational tour but I think it is more of a holiday vaccation. We learnt more about the Malay culture than the Perankan culture we were supposed to learn about but who cares? With great discounts and crazy shopping trips, tell me, who cares? Hahahaha I love this trip! I mean going out with your friends and just having a great time.... Haha spend $$$$ like water... Oh No I shouldn't be laughing.. ok cry..... over spent money.. wahh how come no tears? 'Cos i cant cry over the great things I bought! Oh Man I am going crazy le...